I'M A DREAMER,A HOPER AND A SURVIVOR - FATIMA MUHAMMAD SANI

I'M A DREAMER,A HOPER AND A SURVIVOR
 
  I was told that I wouldn't  make it because of my illness  an uncountable times by several people including those that were supposed to encourage me that I can make it, there were those that didn't say it but  believed I wouldn't make it with their actions. The hopeless and weakest version of me was created,a depressed girl I became. But I made it at the end, and what helped me was my dream,the dream I was born with,the dream that is part of me, a dream to be a doctor,to be a successful woman in the future no matter who I am or the circumstances surrounding me, no matter the number of people doubting my abilities,with my illness or not,me breathing easily or not.
     Yes,I cried,I was depressed,I hated my condition,I hated the new life I got but that didn't break me down,it made me a strong person,stronger in a way that I've never thought I'll be. It painted my dreams with new colours that I've never seen,it created hope in me. It sewed a dress of courage,confidence and hope for me,and I wear that dress every time  and to everywhere because that's what keeps me moving without giving up. It made me a person that people look up to as an example of not giving up,as an example of miracle existing,as a example of anything can be possible,as an example that God is indeed merciful. It changed my life both positively and negatively but I don't care which one's more, all I know is that it helped me discover the real me,the struggler I am,a struggler for oxygen and success.
      I'll continue the way I am,I've accepted the life I've been given because I can't change it,it's who I am destined to be,but I can decide what to do with it,to make it positive and enjoy it or to sit down and watch people enjoy theirs. I've chosen the first,I'll strive till my last breath to make my dreams come true. I'll let myself shine because I don't need a glitter,I am the glitter myself. I'm a dreamer,a hoper and a survivor.
                                                                        FATIMA MUHAMMAD SANI

*SWEET AND PAIN* - FATIMA MUHAMMAD SANI

*SWEET AND PAIN* 

So sweet,sweeter than a candy

Makes you happy and lovable like a teddy 

To fly in the sky and live,you're ready

Breeze of love blowing the heart,so cool and windy

 With a dream that sets the soul on fire

Sending electricity through the body without a wire

Singing a song,so romantic that only you can hear

With all hope,love,sacrifice and care 

Blessing you with the wildest and craziest imaginations that the mind can't bear

A feeling so sweet yet bitter,

Bitter when the feelings are ignored

With every bit of love,you wanted them to be honoured 

The darkness of life appears without an invitation 

Ruining the soul with hatred and desperation 

Destroying all dreams and creating an undefined fear 

A factory of pain and tears 

Where sleep has no place to live and reality becomes hard to handle

Smile and laughter became memories 

Being a prisoner of your mind and heart,

Lost in the forest of your fears 

Love,a feeling so sweet and painful 

FATIMA MUHAMMAD SANI 

THE MAGNIFICENT TREE - ZMM

THE MAGNIFICENT TREE

In praise of a mighty tree i pen,
Planted with different seedlings,
In a lovely fertile garden,
And the seeds started yielding,

Bearing varieties of fruits,
And having numerous branching roots.
By colonial masters it was catered,
Which made most of it fruits to become shattered,

And regained was its freedom,
By great men of piety.
Again its flowers and fruit began to blossom,
In peace and unity.

The tree then become famous,
After being populous,
And thus it prospered.

To a greater height it was taken,
After a moment of reawakening,
A transition to a new dawn commenced,
And provisions for the future were made.

People with different ethics and culture,
Sharing the same spirit,
Loving each other without much torture,

Although there were some pests,
Whom attacked the fruits,
Tried to destroy the yields,
And prevent further blossom in peace,
Luckliy,combated they were,
And restored was peace again.

A nation with ample mineral resources,
Variety of languages,
Ravishing and elegant attires,
And of course tasty dishes,
What a gratified heritage!
Nigeria,a majestic,magnificent tree.